Finally, xmas and all this ‘merry making’ is done and over with. This year’s christmas has just left me in a bad mood. I can’t quite pinpoint what it is that affected me so, but I’m just feeling bleh and a bit BattleFish-y. I could make all sorts of excuses as to why I’m not in the cheeriest of moods, such as:
I didn’t get any candy for xmas,
We were horrible first time parents and didn’t take any “baby’s first xmas” photos,
I’m missing my mom,
I only got a couple of gifts,
We left our cats at home for the night so that there wasn’t dog drama,
Mr Siili and I argued more than I’d like (over mostly stupid crap) and
the whole trip to the in-laws was rushed and stressful.
But really, those are just sorry excuses, well, all except for missing my mom. What I really should be thinking and remember is the following:
I have the happy and healthy baby I’ve been wanting for years!,
My dad and sister visiting earlier this month was a wonderful early xmas gift. Not to mention the brand new laptop and other items they brought for Paxlet and I,
I have my health,
I have a great husband (most of the time),
We spent time at my in-laws, who made wonderful xmas food and even sent some of it home with us, including candies, brie and blue cheese!,
Paxlet inched his way across the bed by himself for the first time (butt up in the air and then pushed himself forward, face down leaving a “snail slime trail”) and
I Skyped with my entire family in the US this evening.
Tomorrow’s just another day and for that I’m very thankful. I hope everyone has enjoyed their holidays, whatever it is you celebrate. I’m just read to go back to my normal everyday life, starting right now, by going to bed.