Best virtual baby shower EVER

My family and friends in the US hosted a virtual baby shower for me via Skype (with web cam) on Saturday (evening my time, early day their time). This party never would have been possible without Skype and our webcams. It was amazing!! I loved being able to see everyone while we chatted, they had coffee & cupcakes (we had just eaten dinner), opened gifts, played games and just hung out.

The start of the party was marked by everyone entering the party room, parading in front of the web cam with a balloon under their shirt. The guys were included in this stunt. It was pretty funny seeing my dad with a bit round tummy. Everyone was moaning, waddling and “complaining” about how tired they were from carrying their ‘load’. It was funny and brilliant!!

As the US part of the party drank their coffee and at a cupcake, I started opening gifts. My stepmom and sister had collected gifts during June and then sent the package near the beginning of July to get it here on time for the party. The package only took 10 days to ship and I had it sitting in my living room for almost 2 weeks before the party. I don’t feel I  can’t do the gifts we’ve received justice by just describing them, so I’ll post some pictures in the next post right after this.

A few of people in the US had their gifts there with them, so they opened them for us and showed them around. My dad will bring them to me when he comes to visit in September. After gifts we played a few quick games. There was guessing how many jelly beans were in a 120ml sized bottle (102), how big around my tummy is (42 inches) and a name game. Everyone shared their favorite name with us and Mr Siili and I picked which one, out of the list, was our favorite (Niklas). Although, it doesn’t mean we have to name Paxlet that. *grin* The party ended with everyone in the US eating lunch and those of us in Finland going to bed. I dreamt about the baby shower all night.

I am completely at a loss for words of how amazed, humbled and thankful I am for my family and friends and what they have done for Mr Siili, Paxlet and I. I just don’t know how to describe what I’m feeling. My family is so excited for Paxlet to arrive in this world. It is my parents’ first grandchild and my siblings’ first nephew. It’s at times like this that I am a bit sad that we live so far away.

Not only did my stepmom, (step)grandma and sister go shopping together to get us some insanely cute stuff, but my stepmom and sister dug through my mom’s stuff and found items that she had been saving for her future grandkid(s). Some of the items belonged to each of us kids when we were little and others were stuff she had purchased because she liked them and/or had one like that when we were little and liked the product. So I now have a full arsenal of amazing stuff!

What is killing me right now as I type this and has me in full out sobbing tears is the knowledge that my mom wasn’t able to experience the baby shower. She will never get to meet her first grandchild and never see the stuff that she lovingly saved and gathered be put into use by her grandkids. And from all the stuff we received from my mom (Grandma Robbin), you can tell that she was so freaking excited to have a grandchild. The small comfort I have right now from this, is knowing how much she wanted a grandchild by the preparations she had already made, before any of us kids had ever even gotten pregnant. I am thankful that I had told my mom that we were trying to get pregnant and that she knew what we were going through in order to have a kid and give her a grandchild. (I’ve woken Rusty, the ‘old boy’ cat, up and he’s come to see what is wrong.)

I know it’s impossible and silly to think this, but I’d give up any and all of the material items we have received to just have my mom here. I know it doesn’t work that way and that it’s impossible, but I can’t help but feel it and think it. At the same time I am thankful for my stepmom (and that or relationship has gotten much better) and my mother-in-law. I love my family and friends. I know I am not alone. Not in my thoughts, nor life, yet sometimes a girl just wants her mom.

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5 thoughts on “Best virtual baby shower EVER

  1. I was smiling and crying along with you as I read this. I'm so glad you had your baby shower with your family, but I know how bittersweet it must be for you, not having your mom there.*hugs*

  2. What wonderful friends and family you have in the good ol' USA! That was a really special thing they did for you. I'm so glad you shared the details with us. I know your Mom was looking down on you at that party and smiling.

  3. What a great idea! Sounds like you have a really sweet family. : )I lost my mom 7 years ago to breast cancer when she was just 56 and I was 26, so I know what it's like to go through these important phases of life without having your mom around. But I'm certain your mom is doing her own celebrating in her heavenly home for her daughter and new grandchild to-be!

  4. Ah, that's lovely. And sorry about your Mum. I miss my brother, too; it is sad when close relatives haven't been here to welcome new arrivals. But I think she'll be looking down on you and she'll know you'll be a fantastic mother too.

  5. Your shower sounds uber awesome! I'm glad it was so much fun. I'm sorry you are having a difficult time wanting your Mom. I think she knows and loves Paxlet even though she is not there with you. Hugz hon!

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